As Salam

A very good morning to my dearies bloggy, oh my baby sorry for not updating you. i am fking busy with my new life now. To realizing dream is not easy, however i will try my best to improve it and would be better than past.
InsyaAllah.


Its been one and half month that my life are completely change. There is advantages and disadvantages. My life is not SAME like before. I spend my time at workplace almost 90%. Balance for recharge my energy. The only thing that make me strong when the Payday. Other than that i am trying my best with God help.


My dream, my ambition is slowly change now. It would be great if my NEW dream are realised if i have a chance to be transfer to the Thailand. Being a bachelor is a good opportunity. 


However in relationship there is ups and downs and its NORMAL. Just dont think about it now. If we are mean together , InsyaAllah i would be the most happiest person. For NOW just focus with our career. We have responsibility towards our families.


Dear bloggy, now my career is my major task in life. I believe if we are trying so hard, Allah will help us. "Ya Allah Ya tuhanku yang maha kuasa kau tolong la hambamu ini yang ingin membantu diri nya dan ahli keluarga". Amin.~

Sorrow me

Why do i feel sad? Because im leaving KL and move to Malacca for work. I gonna miss my beloved Hajah Zainab and Haji Abdullah. For me, they are everything. Words cannot describe how much i love them. However, because of them i move forward. I believe my decision will benefit them.


I hope after leaving them, im will miss Hajah and Haji so much. When im in home i am stubborn, not listen to them. So when they are not around , i will realise and change my self to be the better person. Thats the life norm, when people we love are beside us, we tend to not appreciate much, when they are far from us, we start to realise how lucky we are .  


I still have two days to cherish loves with my beloved grandparents , Hajah and Haji. I wanna finish my two days to stay at home watching them, if Hajah get angry i will silent and smile and, backpacking is under progress.


My sorrow is to live separately from Hajah and Haji. But i will ensure that my weekend is for them. i will travel. i will. 


So with dream to improve family house of living, i have to move forward.

Im a heart-breaker?

Technically i don't practice bias . i know what is wright and what is not. even im stuck in the middle i still act wisely. i matured enough to face this situation. only kids will start to yelling without respect . if u don't want people to hurt u, u don't harm ur self kids. what u shown us is ur 3rd class mentality. 


please accept the truth and reality. if u can face this, its going to be easy. in fact its just a temporary situation but u make it harder. what a loser. 


i don't know why u hate me at first place. u are very lucky compared to us. so many time u escape without anyone disturb u. please think about it.  


only one advice for u little kid, please accept the tradition. if u not, please feel free to accept the punishment. 

1st time blogging at the age of 24 :p

Hi everyone who read this, or might read this or no one. im Rein, born in KL, originally frm Selangor . im start to blogging due to my interest wanna try this, and i should speak frequently here regarding issue that im not satisfied with, shares some info or exchange opinion or to blogging for fun and release stress. i hope blogging might help me to be independent and not depend on others when im fucking bored. if no readers it might be my diary.